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Batty
You know what its like being fat n ugly for close to 10 years .. Growing content with getting barely any play whatsoever.
N then suddenly your attractive to bitches ?
Its pathetic I know but just think on it
It affects things lol
Now I'm pegged as a "hoe" by chicks out here coz I drift from one to the next . have like an army of exes that hate me but never completely leave my life (if joie get clean then I'm coming to get her xD )
Couple that with the allure of the hustle n the shit that comes with it . the partying ..
Yknow? I'm tryna help u understand
No excuses just I think there's reasoning behind why I am the way I am
Now a nigga can't tell me shit bro . ill fuck a farmers daughter in a hot minute
Got husbands dming me asking me if I'm fucking their wives n shit
Oh AND the fact that I'm like one of 5 blk ppl in a 400 mile radius
Lol I think u get me .
Its done alot for me psychologically
I was pretty depressed for some years and didn't realize it
I am completely different . a social butterfly if u will
Just honesty ppl that knew me back then are definitely loving the change in spirit