I wish I was still who I used to be.
Drugs...a chemical escape, fuck reality, medicine is great
Until it isn't...until I'm fed up and afraid
Maybe if I try again I'll get away
Grab a pen and get a page
Try to vent
Find some Zen up in this cage
But I'm too fucked up to even write a verse
My mind, it hurts
Just stare at a wall until some lines emerge
I'm primed to burst
I fight and curse
and blah blah blah...insert generic bullshit
'But you're that dude Wit'
Yeah, that dude that talks but doesn't ever do shit
I don't make shit....except excuses
Then I remember back...when I severed dudes
My shit was clever, cool, competition didn't exist
I murdered everyone...no hesitation killing these kids
I wrote stories, my imagination ran on overtime
Now I'm older, I'm, colder...frozen...
..my flows have died.
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He listens to voices inside of his mind
Explicit and poisonous violent crime.

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