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i want a yard to grow shit wtf

mainly for seasonings and sauces and such tho

i can't eat cooked veggies. some sort of mental block in the sense it just doesnt seem right. but i can eat carrots/celery/lettuces/spinach leaves/uhh that might be it really. basically any leafy green i can hide in a salad if its smothered in grilled chicken, oil vinegar and assorted CHEESES

but i'd like to eventually get to a place where i can grow and PROCURE every ingredient needed for a good red sauce and try and get some top quality beef and pork for meatballs, and even some type of real deal wheat to make my own flour and make pasta with true free range chicken eggs.

like if i went through all the motions of making pasta and meatballs, without buying the shit like a box of pasta, a can of sauce, things of seasonings, fucking shake cheeze etc.

i bet it would be ridiculous