[veritas]

I am sort of in a dilemma. Is there value to being here? Is it better to keep my shadow here than on Facebook? Should I even allow my shadow to play at all? What is the point of this? Perhaps I wish that everyone else here would simply step up to my level but I know that is impossible. I tried to be cruel judge. I tried loving father. I tried magician I tried jester I tried coach I tried monk I tried assassin. All of these characters had their place and remained unbeatable. I tried preacher and prophet and did the Lords work. I was Anthony’s guardian angel and now in his real life, the life that matters, he is finally on the path. I am here to help...but must I hurt to help? Why must all of you hurt each other? Why can we not all try to elevate each other? Or do you all only wish for me to shed blood? These are my thoughts in a Joycian stream of consciousness. Your response will indicate the course of events.