[Geno]

But it did have positive effects in the beginning. I did the impossibke and oncebi achieved my goal i fell away from it.. The negative hit once i stopped practicing. I had been clean and put my family back together. Coincidence that this was my belief system.. Maybe. But um going with it not being a coincidence. And i feel like if i dig into it again.. Things will get better again. So this is my aim