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YEA MAN

your good bro

i don't know what your working situation is like

im basically lucky in the sense i thoroughly enjoy most forms of "entertainment" on the solo front

video games, tv/movies, to making music and fucking with various softwares and shit so i can fill my free time with nonsense and enjoy it. but i also have an engaging job that gets my mind moving, as well as exhausts me

so by the time i do get home, wanting to indulge in my destructive ways of the past aint really an option. drinking, smoking, snorting, fighting, thuggin out. because 1, it will ruin me for work, and 2, work already cuts into time i where i want to indulge in multimedia entertainment

so how i am now i only got like sunday, where the boredom feeling kicks in

but i've learned to embrace that, and we're only a month away from football season, which is where i embrace booze again. so i'll drink and watch football games on sundays. im lucky in the sense my friends are all so dirt they don't care about football

so i've effectively managed to cut the riff raff from my life

instead of being the spec of dirt in a dirtpile, i'm now a spec of dirt in the corner of a living room of a penthouse suite that the housekeeping never catches.