[big baby]

I'm sorry

there's a reason I'm like this. lapidary diamond destruction
cut out your aortic value. set aside the eruption
volcanic assembly. in the midst of a powerless strain
it isn't malaise. the road less travelled is travelled the same
mapped out distinction. we only talk when there's nothing to say
you are here. we are there. it hurts, but okay
perforated perfection, razorbladed ventricle phase
take an exit. no, take a breath. pulmonary affection display
but we don't breathe anymore.
tensions rising, adrenal gland, sinus secretion
no gasps of air in-between kisses, just sighs of relief
stethoscope camaraderie. departure is now tearful at best
decode the morse of your heartbeat with an ear to your chest
but it doesn't matter anymore
you ruined my interpretation of love
she used to walk by the lake and avoid the watery tide
now when it rains I let you walk in puddles with stride
tablecloth linen. Chevrolet wagon window fingerprint stain
hers clouded the same area,l. Cinderella silhouette paint
we've been here before, I'll say it again. I'll say it forever
your silence let me know we weren't together
delicate language, I kept you in Davy Jones locker
binary code sonder, bystanders looked at us argue
I don't know. you were my first.
ethereal consumption, diluted diversion
I don't know if it's you or when you put me on mute. and there's bourbon
you are here. no you aren't. you're just in my bloodstream
so when I run away from my past...
well you are here. disenfranchised. who's gonna pay tribute
desenfenada. desperado. I hate to end it like this. to be continued