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Originally Posted by veritas
For this tasty morsel I will take you under my wing. The only condition is that you listen to every thing I say. Yes or no?
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I mean... you're not really a d bag so I don't want you to take this the wrong way or whatever.
People have tried and tried to help me not be so... me. It's probably extremely frustrating to about everyone I know.
Funny thing is... same people who try to help will say things like "Just be yourself. Don't care what other people think and you'll feel a lot better." But then get annoyed with me when I try to do just that.
I don't know how to be anything but I am. And trust me, I've tried. It's not a matter of changing my internet persona, or changing my IRL persona. My personality is always going to rub people the wrong way. I've just got to learn to accept THAT. Which I'm trying to do. If you've heard my music over the years, I used to be way more introverted and motivational. Now I'm more braggadocios and probably more arrogant. Either which way, people are gonna hate.
I make music for myself when I get the chance. Right now, I don't have a mic. I was thinking of using my webcam to do some free verse shit but I've never really gotten into making my own videos and shit.
I just feel like people need to realize when being funny is alright and being an asshole is entirely different. Sure, we can all make jokes and have a good time. But the fuckers that watched that kid take pills on his webcam and talked so much shit like he wasn't gonna do it and shit, those fucks deserve to die IMO.
I really wouldn't put it past Diode or some of these other dudes to try and get me to do that. And that's pathetic. I'm just a dude like everyone else trying to figure this fucked up place we call reality out.
I don't really wish anything bad to happen to anyone, I'm not that hateful. But I definitely wouldn't back down if it came down to protecting me or mine. And what's hilarious is everyone tries to attack my family because they know I'm sensitive about it.
Notice I'm making fun of Diode's wife for her fucked up teeth. I'm not saying she's a whore and should go eat a bag of elongated black dicks. That's just in poor taste. Really, in all actuality, talking about someone's family is never right. But I put my joke in the "your momma is so fat" category vs. "your 3 year old neice could get fucked by a gang of crips on 32nd street." Which is like the worst thing I could think of right now.
I dunno... I'm probably getting way too in depth with this shit. I'm stoned, it happens. Fuck off if you don't like it.