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agreed witty

that said tho props lars

meant to congratulate you before bags "healthy is the new badass" drew me off topic lmao

but yea vaping and shit is basically cheating. i've never actually took a puff off a vape pen, be it nicotine or thc so i can't really compare, but if i had no cigs and had a nicotine device that allows me to blow smoke/vapor i think i wouldn't lose my shit

i plan on quitting when i'm 30 or so. just to save money really. i've been buying cartons again, i did roll my own for awhile and im not AVERSE to that from a taste perspective they weren't bad, but the act of rolling them is like wtf. i mean i got the machine and it spits out perfect cigs, but it still takes like a half hour to make a bunch. so i've just been buying store boughts

but its basically 60 a carton, x4 which is 240 a month

which is a ridiculous bill when compared to even my next highest monthly payment - electricity which is like 100 a month.

so i enjoy cigs and gave myself a deadline.

the only rough part is everything i do is enhanced by them. when im making beats i got cigs going, when im playing games i'm ciggin, after meals, while shitting, etc. it is ingrained.

i can get over the physical addiction easy enough, its gonna be the mental habits that are roughest

when i had surgery and was laid up for a few days i didnt touch one or the nicotine patch and didnt even feel an urge. but i was out of my enviornment completely. as soon as i left the hospital and got in a car it clicked like yo i smoke in cars gimme a CIG