[zygote]

ALIENS, SEX & SOCIOPATHS.
Extraterrestrial form standing proudly with mammals
so allow me to ramble without fleshing out an example
logically it hurts to be subconsciously submerged
methodically observe a suicide message with a lot of words
it’s philosophically absurd. i sought inherent meaning
found incoherent teachings and these depressive feelings
the myth of Sisyphus forever pushing rocks up hills
swallow bottled pills from Dr. Phil until my oblongata feels a loss of will
i know that it’s not real. the illusion is great
why truly escape only to live in this fugitive state?
these trade unions debate to put food on the plate,
if you knew it was a mistake would we choose a new fate?
so why do i continue onwards? im not a good person
not in any sense of these dogmatic assertions,
call you sociopathic because you overreacted
go from nomadic to a balance of homeostatic soul digging practice.
the opening gambit. take a holistic approach,
jump off the plane and swim for the boat
this isn’t the truth and it isn’t a joke
just a haphazard collection of pseudo-intimate notes.
lip-paying respect with less options for choice,
names in crowded rooms, catching a positive voice
from a position so twisted like opposite joints
failure is death. the beings forced me to not disappoint
hard to live up to and tough to live down this sense of position
animal hierarchies walk around in a wretched condition
spend more time hunting for increasingly less recognition
praying to heaven and feeling id be better off wishing.
i accept it with contended acceptance. my sense of self-worth
hollow bone dead muscle within a self-degenerative work
remember her birth. how she’d cry in my arms,
now the silence is drawn, maybe it’s time to move on?
but maybe it isn’t. conflicted feelings so crazy
Can you split a single existence into B.C. and A.D.?
before and after, black and white, up and down
this topic makes me very emotional ok so bye for now