I felt my knees shake as they started to buckle
Do I find myself alone or are you a part of the struggle
I sit & I watch, it's like the world is caught in the hustle
I can't stand to see a mirror, I hope you pardon the stubble
Thought life was a cake walk but it's hard when you stumble
It's quick to collapse when you lack parts of the puzzle
I was standing still & seen the tears get lost in the rubble
Then I fell to my knees & felt what it's like to fall in a puddle
Felt like I was drowning in fear but no one would lend me a hand
Had to float back to the shore & decided to blend with the sand
Life was a beach & was great, now a simple mistake can explain
Why I fight for survival & confusion is engraved on my face
I blew the residue off, I remember the day it wasn't the same
I hope to catch a second wind as remorse runs through my veins
Grew cold when I lost every dollar I made, I'm usually warm
The way some people react makes me feel like I'm not human no more
I don't get treated as equal, can't be purged in the darkness
I heard home's where the heart is- & that's the worse for the heartless
homeless.