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But word man shit sucks. When my life seems shitty i go deeper into the shit.

You need to disconnect from everything and be miserable as fuck doing what it takes to get your life in order. Its easy to put stuff off and just cruise but if you just take the steps to get your life in order now its gonna suck but it will be done.

I cant help you with the child support shit. The scumbags that let me jizz in them had the sense to be on the pill and or take A plan b. If you can get it lowered try and do that or just do whatever possible to not be in this position.

We all fuck up. Besides having kids ive made every mistake possible. Do what you gotta do to be happy man