[Geno]

went and straightened this all out with child support on jan 28th. recieved a compliance letter and the the mva recieved an electronic notice to release the suspension. well.... got pulled over yesterday just to find out that my L was suspended feb 1st even though i called MVA on feb 2nd to check if it was suspended and they said NO!?!?!?!

now im facing another driving while suspended charge after i just was found guilty for the same shit about two months ago. i dont think im gonna make it out of court this time whenever i go. smh. they really fucked me over good bros.

i totally understand why people jump off buildings and drive over cliffs and shit now. used to say nah... life could never be that bad. but im telling you man. i dont know how much longer i can deal with them fucking with me. i mean everytime this shit happens i end up going to court. it takes a while to get my L straightened out meaning i miss work, lose money. and basically start allover from scratch everytime it happens. were talking 2-3 times a year its really hard to juggle 1,100.00 a month child support payments and basic living expenses without falling behind somewhere. and since i cant possibly maintain a career and shit without having a roof over my head and food in my stomache -then the obvious choice is to fall behind in child support instead of rent or food or whatever NECESSITY i have. see where this is going??? so her ei am facing this again. and im tired bros. i have been seriously considering ending this shit in some way shape or form. dont know if i really wanna kill myself or just dissapear somewhere and just try to change my name. i just found out if you enlist in this frnch military thingamabob that you go for 6 years and afterwords you can change your name and everything about yourself and dissapear basically. starting from scratch... thats an interesting idea i says, when i hear about it. so im considering looking into this. but i really cant keep going on like this. im getting to old and to tired to continue starting over and over and over again. its breaking me bros. its really taking its toll on me mentally and physically as well considering the insane amount of work i actually put in to try and deal with my responsibilities. -to no avail!

now, i know the initial response from the majority of you fools will be ---well geno, you should wore a rubber, or keep your little penis in your pants. or its cheaper to keep her, or some kind of bs like that -and your right. but the damage is done and this is now my reality and im losing man.im really beginning to buckle from the stress. im sorry bros, ive put up a brutal fight and faired well for a long time. the blows have been heavier and more consistent lately. im not getting any younger. i can no longer bob and weave the mans haymakers. hes clobbered me several times and im peering through a gash in my left eye, peeing through a strawl, trying to see the opponant.. he's blurry, its all blurry, im fading. my legs are weak. theyre holding me back bros, my own stupid fucking legs are holding me back.

commence trolling now.