[uh-oh]

i've come to the conclusion that i'm pretty happy bro's

i feel what junto is saying tho, but its doing exactly that which actually makes me feel shitty. the bagging bitches, using them for sex and rides and shit, and then doing something to get them to leave, usually in the vein of dogging them out

i'll then ignore them, and vent on how much of a piece of shit i am. lol

same thing with most social gathering type things, i take perceived slights to physical levels, i've cooled off with age but i can still take it there, and thats another heaping of guilt, but i trade off the feeling like a pussy for not doing something with the feeling of an asshole for hitting humans in the face

but nah i'm good, the main cause for this recent bout was like i said more worry over my pops. i have no problems in the pussy department, i only brought up banging 40 dimes in a warehouse because i was explaining what i would do if i was a bazillionaire

i only mentioned the backpage ho's cuz bags asked. no shame honestly, and i would recommend it to any and everyone. its different then normal chicks, its like hiring someone to cut your grass. you don't talk to them about their life and treat them like they're kings lol. they come and do a job, they do it well for a tip and they leave. its a simple service.

my time is worth more than 90 percent of every ho's pussy. i'd rather just beat off yo

but word i'm good.