[Chill Phil]

Dude, I thought I said this before but you're a classic case of depression if I've ever seen it. Not in the "oh you're just sad right now," kind of way. But in the text book clinical way.

I suffer from the same condition however, instead of taking brain pills for depression, I force myself out into social situations and go with the flow, even though my brain is like "fuck this, let's go back to our room and drink like we always do."



My god honest suggestion to you is to create new habits, new routines, that ultimately end up being new stimulating experiences.


This is coming from a guy who labeled himself as "Badweather." Quit making excuses and actively make a change. You're more powerful and resourceful than you think.