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i decided that it was to egotistical and conceited to be in love with myself basically.

CUZ I AM GOD GET IT.

but on a serious note if you are referencing the god of an abrahamic religion, as a YOUTH i went to church sometimes? i remember at least like a sunday school thing, and then into the early teens. maybe just like 11 or 12 i would stay over at my buddies house and if it was a saturday night that meant i had to go to church with them on sunday. just remember being bored and trying to SCURRY off and kiss and hold hands with his cousin. i remember a "lock in" where basically the kids who attended that church would stay the night and play jesus games and stuff. and i was trying to make out with that chick, and we all went to sleep in like a library room and i was trying to crawl to the girls side and get my little dick wet without really knowing what to do and failing.

but yea i don't know if i was ever religious. i remember the exorcist haunted my youth as well after watching it alone, and experiences with a quija board or however you spell it compounded the matter into thinking my house was haunted and etc.

but on the whole i don't think i was ever in with god, to be out of it.

i was in with video games and football, later video games drugs and loose women, now just video games drugs and music.