[Pharaohs Army]

to my credit rhyming's always been my method
...it's just2bad the process is a headache

is this my Outlet?
well if That's-the-case-i'm-really-glad-i-Found-it.
because insomnia-- which i have bouts of
and self-doubt-- which i have a lot of!,
look. i can't even finish this sentence- i'm not someone you can count on.

i think god is given me more than my Fair Share, of these allotments.
"oh pharaohs why don't youjuss stop it."

is@buddha done with the TOURNAMENT?\i haven't Heard From him.
just kidding. i know what's going on. I saved a verse fer him.
ya know usually I just "slap it" on the website. but i didn't wanna distract'im from'is text-writing.
..plus it was kinda ridiculous. the middle part hadsome creative rhymes,
but i ended up rambling about the shooter in south-carolina.

Listened to a young white boy rap today.
God. it was drivel
but i must admit?- he knew howta spit it..
i kinda wanna Ask him ta Teach-me-a-little.
i could teach him how to write,how to edit,n how to stump other people with the sleekest'v riddles.

well i suppose this is where i ask for opinions
and then ignore them.
when i was exposedta the witty repartee of jane eyre
i thought it was boring.
how am i supposedta win a poetry contest?-- when it's snowing,i jus' say "it's snowing".

in one of my older verses here it appears i had a flash-back from world war 1
although this statement is true, the main objective was to curl more tongues...
maybe i was on some walt whitman shit. that nigga could rap. talkin' bout hosin' guts outta cockpits. and All that crap.
anyway i Think that was him.

(@everyone)drink your god damn gin
you're no better than anyone.
in this Game there is no such thing as a win
just self-improvement. a social circle.
most mothers would call it an unhealthy "movement".

isn't it funny how i didn't rhyme that stanza properly?
i thought it was funny- because it the beginning- i said the opposite.

on this corny journey i'm Slowly Learning to use periods Properly..
'n dashes for That matter.
think it'll help me Rap better!

oh you think i've Emptied The Tank.huh?!
you have No Idea, Bruh.

okay "serious" fer a second:
i got a good idea
fer a momentous verse.
but as a pharaoh you know i'm cursed.
thinkin' of muddying-it-up&battling myself'till i've had Enough

"it's gonna be great man. it's gonna be great."
"no
it's gonna be Pain."

^that was me battling myself. as if- i had to explain.

well long story short i'll keep you posted on my process.
depending on which direction i Go it's like a function of time
and by That?,
i mean the progress.

i mean. it's like. if i "do me". it might be funny,but it might be sucky.
but if i do the Thing- like involving all the finishing Touches
i couldn't rush it.
and if i Did?
n it worked?- it Would be luckY.
...i guess what i'm saying is i need a rut-to-be stuck in.
because "real shit" gets hijacked
BY That i mean it's tantamount to my MIND-being-on-Crack.
.Fine.
i'm Leaving,but-i'll be Back.