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Strikta. Hey man.. It could be worse dog. U could be stiff. Every miserable day above ground beats a miserable day below it.
I know.. Find some money.. Buy a scratch off! ...then just sit there and stare it for a while.. Until you cant take the suspense no more. Wondering if you have a winner or not will take ur mind off he bad shit. Just dont scratch it off. Cause realising its a losing ticket might push you over the edge. Hold onto this scratchoff as long as you can.. Start a thread about the scratch off. What kind is it.. How much? Total prizes u can win? Keep us informed on ur progress. This will take ur mind off of it also and encourage new leadership in yourself.. And in your thread. !!! Do it