..tentative,
and i ask myself "What Is Bipolar"?
what is an Omen?-
-when you're not superstitious but you feel an unSettling Energy
finding out the next day that a Girl you Know izinna a coma from an over dose.
i don't suppose Why
i never wrote that letter
when she woke\too biased
dealing with my own stuff.
how do i know a letter of encouragement
wouldn't make her road tough?
she was rebellious
she'd probably say "why is e telling me this?"
so i'd like to say
i let her make her own journey
hope she didn't end up on a gurney maybe i was just too lazy
i heard they screen letters on the "halfway scene"
and even if it got through would 'er fucked up parents even have let 'er see it?
..i wrote it in my own head workin outside for grandpa
manual labor lets your brain wander
maybe i can save'r
or maybe i can just help her realize she's not the only one,
dealing with Life Changes
did i write that letter for Me?as my eyes watered(up)for Her?
...i've had it up ta "hurr"!
maybe i can make it Up ta her
man. i'm such a nerd.
an e-mo with a free flow
^what happens when you force writing
what happens to her when you Don't force writing?!
..her parents will drive her away again
into what-i can only assume is her friend's heroin den
because there's no alcohol in the house and she'll go back to the psych floor if she pours all that mouth-wash-in'er-mouth
perhaps a physical Withdrawal,
rather than a Cry-for-Help.occam's razor.
maybe i should tell someone to Pray Fer Her so god can save 'er.
..certainly not my atheist neighbor.
oh wait, i've got a blank piece of paper.
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