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holocene · 01-10-2015, 11:44 PM

woke up. ate six spoonfuls of chunky peanut butter. girlfriend is in Vermont with her roommates, miserable & keeps complaining that I'm not up there. Said she wishes I was there because everyone's doing coupley shit. had to leave to get my car fixed. ended up putting off the repairs to visit an old friend in the southern portion of the state, caught up & went to a few thrift stores. Bought some Modest Mouse, Cat Stevens, and one of those African hats. Made plans for friend to come celebrate her birthday with me, probably going to get obliterated, flirt heavily and wonder how long my current relationship is going to last. She was not wearing a bra, couldn't stop touching me on the arm/ back/ hand. reminded myself that I'm happy as long as I keep my phone off. Ate a burrito with pineapple in it. Drank heavily in the present timeframe and realized that both girls are polar opposites of one another. Reminded myself that I'm happy. Took an ass-shredding SHIT and did half a workout, hammered. Currently sobbing and stuffing gauze into my asshole in the fetal position as Dashboard Confessional plays in the background. Gonna draw razor blade scars on my wrists with a magic marker and post it to my Xanga/ Deviantart

01-10-2015, 11:44 PM	#35
holocene brkn lghts Join Date: Jan 2015 Posts: 9 Rep Power: 0	woke up. ate six spoonfuls of chunky peanut butter. girlfriend is in Vermont with her roommates, miserable & keeps complaining that I'm not up there. Said she wishes I was there because everyone's doing coupley shit. had to leave to get my car fixed. ended up putting off the repairs to visit an old friend in the southern portion of the state, caught up & went to a few thrift stores. Bought some Modest Mouse, Cat Stevens, and one of those African hats. Made plans for friend to come celebrate her birthday with me, probably going to get obliterated, flirt heavily and wonder how long my current relationship is going to last. She was not wearing a bra, couldn't stop touching me on the arm/ back/ hand. reminded myself that I'm happy as long as I keep my phone off. Ate a burrito with pineapple in it. Drank heavily in the present timeframe and realized that both girls are polar opposites of one another. Reminded myself that I'm happy. Took an ass-shredding SHIT and did half a workout, hammered. Currently sobbing and stuffing gauze into my asshole in the fetal position as Dashboard Confessional plays in the background. Gonna draw razor blade scars on my wrists with a magic marker and post it to my Xanga/ Deviantart __________________ HCN. Last edited by holocene; 01-10-2015 at 11:47 PM.