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Originally Posted by Zen King
I had a drunk talk with a Christian about heaven and god just a few hours ago. It was emotional as fuck. He was talking about all the books of the bible that were taken out (he heavily implied there was a conspiracy because he was drunk), then we took shots of crown royal because he thought god had forgotten him. He was sobbing uncontrollably at this point. It was fucking sad, man. Not for me because I'm agnostic on the verge of atheism, but to see this grown man with a wife and two children break down into drunk tears calling God out was terrifying to me on an emotional level. I'm still devastated. It reminded me of your last line of this and I said that to him about his wife and kids from my perspective and he stopped crying. You stopped a potential New Year's disaster without knowing you did it. Happy New Years, man. I hope all is well with you and yours.
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damn. i know you guys pretty much think im a fkn retard or something ..but tell him(or not..would be kind of silly i know) that I too was lost for many years of my life(atheist) but something happened one day and I was so fucking overwhelmed by a presence that i couldn't control my emotions for that days duration. I wish i could explain it better. Im not that eloquent. But it was insanely real. It was like a flood of dopamine that came seemingly out of nowhere. Just started crying. It was beautiful. My attitude towards people changed. My path was set. You will know what im talking about when you feel it. I wish i could guarantee that it will happen to everyone who seeks it out..but i don't know how he/it operates. I just was incredibly thankful that it did man. Because up until that point I swear I was doing everything to discredit its existence.
tell him to just carry himself with grace and he will see the results. Keep in mind that whilst hes doing this..he wont be immune to sin. We all partake in it. But its the effort that counts.
I swear im seeing results....the people i encounter notice it as well. Nevermind this internet shit. I wish i knew some of you in real life so you could see what im talking bout.
I have no enemies. Even when i do encounter assholes or downright evil people...i stay par for the course and keep beating them over the head with my approach until i see a breakthrough. it eventually happens.
am i just spouting off nonsensical gibberish to you guys or u feel what im saying?
idc man. but im so fkn serious.
i will pray for him tonight. and for all of you
btw its weird..because i cant even lie to you guys and say Jesus or w.e spoke to me... lol no
But man. Enlightenment is a mfer. and it feels so damn good.
I work 12 hr shifts constantly smiling, offering words of encouragement..get off work not even tired and begin helping people on the next shift
I have never felt this way in my entire life..and frankly i love what has happened to me.
AND TO THINK I THOUGHT IT WAS ALL BS WHEN PREACHERS SPOKE OF "PERPETUAL BENEVOLENCE"