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Originally Posted by Phil
He's one of the things I thought about. To answer v's question though. I've thought about lots of things.
Not gonna incriminate myself and say what, but I've been thinking about doing things to other people as well as myself. Now that's it's available It's very easy and it scares me.
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The good thing here is that you are actually talking about it. People who dwell on those thoughts and are unwilling to talk about them are the ones who stand the least chance of coming to terms with their real selves.
The mind does weird things, real talk. Ever heard of mothers that get postpartum despression? Their mind will think up some crazy shit about hurting their own child, even though they never would.
Sounds like having the gun has your mind racing, most people want a gun to keep their mind at ease... having a gun makes you more nervous. There is nothing odd about how you're feeling. I respect you more for how you feel than I do these faggots riding around with loaded guns pretending they are in some action/gangsta movie.
this is why I say don't name guns and don't run around flashing them and shit, guns are to be treated with safety and respect. Don't be that cat to end a nigga or yourself on some accidental shit, ya feel?
Stay up, Phil. Props on being real with us about it bro.