#7
Beneath the surface is a cold machine lying in wait.
denying its fate, only to break down in the face of adversity
a last minute emergency when life is intertwined in hate
Dreaming, wide awake...so reality came with its absurdities
And what I saw became a closer observation of this hurt in me
this need to shut down when life becomes hard purposely
Complicated personally, advanced beyond what shows....
show what works for me, a one track mind, a silent courtesy
a wall built, a hole to rest in when I can feel the worst in me
a place to hide the bigger part of the pain thats hurting me
A shell that I return to whenever I need to be alone....
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.....laugh....and the world laughs with you
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