[big baby]

the amount of attention nyc seeks from me is unnerving, and the amount of time he dedicates on the precise definition of words, is why he is just a mid-to-sometimes high tier writer in only this realm of writing. which places him in the lower bracket among other writing (most likely was him that gave me some nonsensical rep/neg commentary)

but what i meant was, i dont think that i cant articulate the way deadman does. in fact i know i could do it better (no offense, really) hes an awesome writer and it would actually be boring without him here, not even here, just in general, a world with no deadman would just be boring, the next top tier writer would be certain or someone like that and its just boring, i like to be enticed. ive written things similar to this, with the same wording and concepts, i have ideas that are worded like this. to see someone else just an inch away (not in writing mechanics) but on an actual emotional keel is pretty impressive to me. it makes me feel not alone. my coalition of writers and deadman, and sometimes pancake/certain are the only 'hip hop' writers on the internet that sorta get this, sometimes. oats i guess too, and a few others, but deadman is on the top of that list. and he didnt dilute shit. he didn't say random things (he did) but he created a process for it. he created a world that is relatable. and this is probably the first time deadman has actually connected with me. other times, i just love some of his couplets and his writing overall is just stellar, but i dont find that connectivity. but to say a sentence and have someone else just finish your thought off - its just a singular feeling. this is good stuff.