I go through stress, mope depressed, lie and say I know what's next
I hope for best like most distressed, stow what's left n' slow my breath
Provoked a mess to post a rep, now I slowly cope with death
This slope'll bend through twist n' turns, as no one's here to listen yet
I live in debt, spit regrets, my life's entangled in the mesh
Missing friends who turned a cheek and chose a life of sinning less
My heart is torn and ripped to shreds, now I'm brimming 'round my nest
My head is spinning as I'm dizzy, busy sippin' down repents
Wishin' it was all a dream, swimming in the meds..
Separated from reality, and what is living in my head....
My life is all I have, the mic is all I need
I just want an outlet, I have to succeed....
I climb these hills to find the thrill of life, but still my mind is filled
With lies I try to pry so I can either live or die a peaceful Will..
My soul has darkened neither way, I'm seen portraying evil ways
I just want to live a life of happiness, not lethal traits
They make me out to be the type that looks for blood from anything
I'm just 13... only out to have you know the truth of many things
Bad decisions have me withered, I gather up my actions with me
As these assholes mock me while I walk away so vastly empty
I shed a tear for many years I dedicated for many cheers
That turned to boo's as fast as my depression wrenched to fear (fear.. fear... fear....)