as a victim of debilitating social anxiety and such my advice to you is do what you want.
dont listen to therapists and shrinks and dont take the drugs. they want to force you to do what is the "societal norms". its malarkey. they convinced me I was miserable because I subconsciencely wanted to be like everyone I hated. (sociable). they find things like isolating and shit bad. im never happier than when im alone tho and ive never been doing better in life until I acvepted it. our brains are gonna put us on the most rewarding path one way or the other. when you mess with the brain your fucking up
but yo
bars can be a great time if thats for you. you cant smoke in them anymore tho so they lost a ton of appeal to me. also I am over conscience about how others perceive me and would get into fights way to easily without much provocation. just lashing out at faggots with the fury of an unhappy human out of place
basically just do you
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