[Witty]

Bleh..

We spoke for days, both lost in a hopeless place
Poker faced, scared to give away our emotions, chaste
Broken wastes, until pain gave way to a soul's embrace
All we had was some keys, a headset, and a screen
A dream that one day we'd hold hands, setting the scene
Of our romance, giving in to imagination's slow dance
Speaking of wedding's, the setting pristine, but there's no chance
She's half the world away, and as I stare inside her beautiful eyes
I know these dutiful lies, will only serve to trap the girl in pain
It's not responsible to continue down this road
But I feel her attached to every sinew
If she's taken off the menu I'll implode
This is deep love, the one they speak of in movies and books
And every time she shoots me a look, I become a loony, I'm shook
Scared to walk away, to never speak to her again
She loves me too, so I live a lie instead of seeing her in pain

*3 years later*

Fully brainwashed, totally devoted, yet I'm hurting but I'm numb
No sex for years, blocking out the urges as they come
I bluff I don't care, pretending I just need the love we both share
Though it's getting rather tough to ignore the blood that flows there
Fuck it, don't care, I have something so rare, a sight to behold
An amazing grace, her soul a blazing place I sit beside when it's cold
But a man is just a man, and he has his needs
Passion pleads, swept away by her tide and I'm lost in the crashing seas
I need to meet her, so I beg her to set a date
I'll come to her, but she says she would rather wait
Now I wrestle with my brain and the gathered hate
Resentment grows, now I feel so neglected, cold
But refusing to unveil the reflection of my frail and infected soul
I keep saying I love her, and she's the girl of my dreams
Withholding murderous screams, as my sanity unfurls at the seams
The closer I get to true love, the further it seems
I'm being driven astray, my mind is livid, decayed
If she really loved me she wouldn't have me living this way
All I feel is hate now, the passion I had concealed in rain clouds
The pain shouts, as I feel the strain build and I change routes
Adrenaline flows, I feel it in my head and then toes
My medicine is hellish sin, until my manhood is replenished and grows
Stalking the streets at night, lost in the heat of fright
Desire and lust, I feel my passion heighten and thrust
'No point fighting it just give in and find your peace, delight'
Unleash the beast inside, I feel so excited, the rush
The blood pumping, I pick my target and approach slowly
Making absolutely sure this hoe is on her own, lonely
I throw her to the ground, my knife thrust against her spine
As lust descends I fuck her and it's nothing other than divine
She's crumbled and she's crying, I smile as the rage lifts
The haze shifts, I'm feeling a little bit unholy but I'm free
As I get home, put my headset on, and tell my lady
"Baby, you're the only one for me"