[uh-oh]

shotgun. irreversible. instantaneous. exploded melon. no chances of coming back.

but it would be terrifying. i've delved into the darkness of suicide about as thoroughly as one can short of attempting it. my intelligence level won't allow it.

but the worst part would have to be the build up, sitting there with the shotgun attempting to get your brain to move your arms and place the shotgun into your mouth and then going through with pulling the trigger. would be terrifying

so in a perfect world i would get so drunk i couldnt remember anything, and while in this blackout drunk i would hire a sniper assassin to take me out when i don't know its coming.

but word

those are both ideas i don't have the balls for

so instead i eat pizza rolls and smoke cigs in the longest slowest suicide attempt of all time

POSITIVE ENERGY