Scars of Solitude
In a longitude where God is truant, I ponder forgotten truths..
Long before I'm lost, consumed and haunted I'd succumb to groups
Payoff improved, we all matured and walked to skirmish
We fought to stay together and we called it courage
That's wrongly worded, when clocks are turned that stops.
At first they walked and thrived. Only the strong survive
Friendships fall and die all flawed by the wrong advice
The smallest fights are turning friend to foe like zombie bites
The loss of life appaulling, locked inside like caustic slime
With wires crossed I'm faded, something higher docked a payment
We becoming what we think and I suspect my thoughts are crazy
Then,
Commotion.. Ahead-of-me-plunders-in-mists-unknown
I'm focused, like two-enemies-under-the-mistletoe
Your thoughts are invincible, the shots, they diminish hope
Through mockery shocking as occupant God of Olympus throne
We weren't spawned in existance to hollow our kinships
No? Well I'm sitting here broken no glimmer of hope
If this shit is persistant I'll rip and explode
Submit to a foe from the darkest division of this killers soul
Might disregard my wits again and mark a prescription in
For arsnic carcinogens to scar and disfigure
The targetting citizens, courage harboured this villain in
Too startled to follow my wishes, was started on ridolin
First hardships persist to blend, burst of darkening wind
Reverse catharsis begins and I harness the sin within
Sick, deprival, plagued from isolation, life betrayed me
Grip tightens right away when the light inside me's fading
My mind repays me, flourish
Alone I stay and flourish
Although I'm not unscathed
Theres not a day I don't maintain my courage
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