[Certain]

No one thinks you're good. No one ever. It's because you're not good. Sometimes I think you accept that fate, then others you get on your high horse. Don't do this to yourself. It's embarrassing.

Constrikta didn't no-show you because he was scared. He no-showed you because he has serious commitment issues at every level of his life. You've never shook anyone or anything in your text rap career.

That's not such a bad lot in life, though. There are more important things than being good at this bullshit hobby. It's the self-delusion, the high effort level and the lack of any quantifiable improvement over the years that prove most distressing in your case because the undoubtedly translate to your real life.

Go play in traffic because you'll never succeed in anything.