[Split]

Originally Posted by Void

Used to think nothing was better than knowing. Used to joke about insanity. Wrote about it candidly. Now no amount of sound can drown out the panicking. Manically. Obsessive compulsive. Deciphering silence. Lessons embolden the dive into quiet. Arriving. The pilot. Driving so mindless. Death in his holsters. Emo? Ah, yes. Emotional wreck. Quote 'em, the loner. Alone in his flesh. I am not God's creature. I am bone. I'll be less. Sometimes the feeling is a sleep walking dream. Sometimes the feeling is you're all asleep. Moments of clarity you bury, brush off. No one wants to see they're dreaming, it's scary, 'cause God, doesn't care, he's very much gone.

These copies of copies of copies are utterly disparaging. I envy the ignorant. Wish I was different. Devoted too much time to penning these sentences. Desire decayed. Fire dismayed. No longer a liar who can lie in his cage. Ego dissolved. People still wrong. But what can I do? Inject needles in arm. Nah, maybe if there weren't seedlings involved. Dad; He needed it. Naw. He reasoned his cause to be what he was. I really need 'em. I'm lost. That's why I can't be him, be gone, gotta keep up the cause, keep breathing, seething, hating you all.

Oh.






If you stand aimlessly at a phone booth on a rainy day, and meet a man whose face is covered by a violet umbrella, I'd suggest that you get close to the TV.