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uh-oh
firstly, i dont have aids
secondly, i dont think this is a good decision...
I'm sayin im stuck between a rock n hard place...but im going to push on the rock 4 a while, knowing it aint going to, regardless that hardplace still going to b a hardplace no matter what...
Call it self-deception, bad faith, stupidity, but whatever ... one thing is going to stay the same, one has a slight variability.
Either way, Im fucked...im just trying to enjoy what I can b4...and my quality of life, whether past my prime, or in it...is going to decline with time...so i'd rather have it now.