[Rawn MD]

alright, I try to keep it 100% and I know that its a running joke bc some of u think well that its a running joke, and thats u... im happy u can't relate to my sht, and that u were given a sheltered life.

I was not afforded that luxury, but no hate...do u, imma do me.. i aint got to convince no one of nothing esp on here, so im glad my sht unbelievable to u...in the real world, we prob would never interact, for this reason, so ur opinion is urs, and I can respect that

but ne ways...I caught a new charge n VOP'd a few weeks back, went on a run, handled some sht, got my mind right, and im turning myself in today.

Now, this second VOP on 3 year probation, with a new charge...and then additionally, I have 2 other warrants related to it...so really 3 VOP's...new charge, FTA 4 court for new charge, and technical 4 not reporting this month.

Im a little concerned though bc my new charge, although a misdemeanor, follows my M.O...so I can truly see the courts repealing original judgement, also...2nd VOP is a real bad look... and last time I bucked 4 5 months.

Now, G sht, I can do time, thats just sitting thats not my worry, my worry is the extent of time is a total mystery, which is fuckin me. 30 days to 6 months I can do no prob, in fact if they offer me reinstatement, I may just say give me the time, and get off...however, they can toss probation say it aint working, and hit me over the head with the book, and I score out big... judge said 23 years originally if served consecutive...which really is how they muscled me into probation originally, bc i knew its trap nature...and this go round aint no money for a high price lawyer, and public defender basically works for the state, i mean DA and PF get paid out the same pocket, so lbr...I'd pro se, but I'm not that dumb or arrogant.

So basically, I doubt Ill get 23 yr highly, but I also will be surprised if they reinstate...only reason is I had 3 months till early termination, smh...whatever. I'm thinking 3 to 5 closer to 3 with good behavior...problem is I aint a bitch, and will fight (esp in there,) I nd all I got my ppl aint puttin sht in my account lol. Know having said that, and knowing a few of u from my own perceptions...understand, when I go to jail it's probally not the same as when/if u go to jail...i go str8 to high profile/high risk/escape cell with a red wristband. I am not getting good behavior. Even just doin me with my mouth shut and back to the wall, i already know. Truth. Morever, I don't expect jail to b my last stop...this DOC corrections probation...big house = /.

So hopefully im back soon, but if not, thats my story...and like i prefaced...if its for ur entertainment, i respect that, if u relate, I respect that more. Take how u want, and get it how ya live. Last time, Im prob putting myself on blast in a minute...I do this for u NC. Enjoy and PZ.