INSOMNIA
Crippling fears within my sleep, lying awake - eyes wide open
The times have spoken. Lies stray unbroken. Dreams awoken
A stream of emotions, feelings are stroked and hot air elopes
The warmth of the cushion disintegrates, dark coldness evokes
He haunts my dreams; the rainbow falls, as the sky turns grey
The crimes we make tried to stray away until they found dismay
And until this day I thought this would pass as an exception to fate
Because killing wasn’t meant for me, can’t handle the weight
The victim’s spirit stays near me; I feel the tingle of death surround
There’s too much to notice, the stiffening atmosphere around
Close my eyes, darkness gets darker and everything tosses and turns
I try to fly my thoughts across the Earth but my face falls into the dirt
I’m now sitting in the corner, clutching onto my knees as I weep
Throw my face into my torso; trying to hide away cause I’m weak
Life has turned me sideways; my eyes are now drooping downwards
My ears were now screeching louder than any other sound would
A harsh life succumbed because of a mistake I made when I was young
Now the death dials my lungs and my body’s phone has rung
I would have given up almost anything to go back to the day I changed
The moment I pulled the trigger and took a life was when I became deranged
Life has been so strange, thrown me into different places and times
But now I’m at peace as I lay down beside my bedside without my life….
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