[Bodey]

I been struggling with my own demons lately and it's nice to get out of my head for once and into someone else's. I actually related to the first half for how I've felt before with little money and no furniture but a mattress, and at the time I only had a job to look forward to, nothing else. Very lonely time, especially at night. Felt sad at the mention of your mother, since I have friends who struggle with the same kinds of observations. Breaks their heart that they see no happiness in their mothers future and they're not in a position themselves to help her.

Gotta agree with Bags here, it is depressing. But it's also beautiful that you can lay it all down, like you were letting the words fall onto paper so matter of factly and maybe not focusing so hard on vocabulary etc, it was just real. When I can't sleep at night and I read pieces like this, I feel thankful and sad all at once that someone out there feels the same as me. Alway appreciated your jots, dull boy. Thank you