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Originally Posted by El Pancake
I'm not dying.
I've actually switched to working out in the morning as opposed to late at night. Woke up @ 5:45 everyday. Sober all week. Killed it at the gym. Early to work everyday. Doing my school shit on time. Eating healthy as fuck. Ran twice. Overall this has probably been one of the best weeks I've had in a year in terms of pure self improvement. But it's Friday. I'm bored and I just want to buy a bottle of Jack, get shitfaced, play some games, and maybe write something.
But then my progress would be all for naught.
I must fight these demons. Oh lawd, pls give me tha strength.
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Amen amen!!! Imma pray for you! It feels good to be productive and leave negativity sometimes. Working out and eating right feel like rewards. Lately all I've done is zone everything and everyone out. Unless I'm having an awesome conversation. Last night I finally enjoyed myself. Would it be fair to say enjoy tonight and continue this path of positive energy the following morning?