I stopped smoking for a bit. I had forgotten what being sober was like, and for a while it felt like being high when I wasn't. Then I started drinking, but stopped after a bad hangover. Now I smoke again, but in slightly more moderation. I miss the days when I was high on not being high, but that was fueled by some notion I had of doing noble and impactful work in the world lollllolololollllll Nah, it's not that funny, I just couldn't stop lol'ing once I'd begun. My bitch is on her way home and I'm not supposed to be smoking so that I can secure employment at some place that furthers my position in make believe social whatevers, I guess. I smoked was in the pipe. She's gonna get all preachy before she tokes up. I hate her.
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