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Objective · 03-12-2013, 09:14 AM

@c.d.m.: Word, I don't mind you saying that it is a mild mental disorder, because it truly is. I'm just happy that I aint suicidal and that I'm out of the moderate-heavy depression that I was in a few years ago. It's as true as it gets, but it's still exhausting to be pessimistic, unmotivated and not giving a fuck tho'. Perhaps saying that I have no options is wrong, it's just that I didn't think about my options (now I do). I guess the first thing I'm going to try is exhaust myself. I'll start with today. Already tired as fuck but I'll call someone and get my ass out the door. I'm going to check out the sleep doctors thing and see where I can take those tests you speak of. One thing at a time tho', don't want to rush things. I'll start with forcing myself to get out more even if I don't really feel like it. When I get used to that, I'll get back to working out in a gym again. Been slacking in that department.

The only thing I don't understand is why I should quit alcohol? It's not like I'm addicted to it or anything, and it's not something I do every weekend like a lot of my friends do. I don't think I'd be able to quit it 100%, it is one of the things that keep me social with a lot of people instead of hanging out with a small group. And let's be honest here, you're mentioning chicks, the best places to get to know them is at parties and/or while drunk. It's also the main thing for me to get to know new people as I don't care to talk to them unless I'm drunk. Finding a girlfriend is perhaps the next step, but yo, being in a relationship is tiring as fuck. I'd rather just keep with the one night stands for now. Can't be bothered with a bitch hanging out in my crib all the time, or be pissed off at me when the summer comes along and I'd rather go out skating instead of being with her. (I know this from experience.) Nah man, I love being single.

@namix: Word about what you said that lucid dreaming can be dangerous as well. It doesn't end up happening when I'm awake, alltho' I have started ''dreaming/hallucinating'' after being awake for 50+ hours, sleep deprivation is one hell of a drug, haha. I know I'm not dreaming if I can't change my surroundings, that's my way of finding out if I'm dreaming or not.

03-12-2013, 09:14 AM	#126
Objective ( ͡º ͜ʖ ͡º) Join Date: Jan 2013 Posts: 3,868 Battle Record: 17-32 Rep Power: 52474192	@c.d.m.: Word, I don't mind you saying that it is a mild mental disorder, because it truly is. I'm just happy that I aint suicidal and that I'm out of the moderate-heavy depression that I was in a few years ago. It's as true as it gets, but it's still exhausting to be pessimistic, unmotivated and not giving a fuck tho'. Perhaps saying that I have no options is wrong, it's just that I didn't think about my options (now I do). I guess the first thing I'm going to try is exhaust myself. I'll start with today. Already tired as fuck but I'll call someone and get my ass out the door. I'm going to check out the sleep doctors thing and see where I can take those tests you speak of. One thing at a time tho', don't want to rush things. I'll start with forcing myself to get out more even if I don't really feel like it. When I get used to that, I'll get back to working out in a gym again. Been slacking in that department. The only thing I don't understand is why I should quit alcohol? It's not like I'm addicted to it or anything, and it's not something I do every weekend like a lot of my friends do. I don't think I'd be able to quit it 100%, it is one of the things that keep me social with a lot of people instead of hanging out with a small group. And let's be honest here, you're mentioning chicks, the best places to get to know them is at parties and/or while drunk. It's also the main thing for me to get to know new people as I don't care to talk to them unless I'm drunk. Finding a girlfriend is perhaps the next step, but yo, being in a relationship is tiring as fuck. I'd rather just keep with the one night stands for now. Can't be bothered with a bitch hanging out in my crib all the time, or be pissed off at me when the summer comes along and I'd rather go out skating instead of being with her. (I know this from experience.) Nah man, I love being single. @namix: Word about what you said that lucid dreaming can be dangerous as well. It doesn't end up happening when I'm awake, alltho' I have started ''dreaming/hallucinating'' after being awake for 50+ hours, sleep deprivation is one hell of a drug, haha. I know I'm not dreaming if I can't change my surroundings, that's my way of finding out if I'm dreaming or not.