@Strika: Cool. Looking forward to any replies from Veritas on things I can do in case there's some hints/tips that I haven't tried out yet. It's kinda weird, because I want things to change but I have no motivation to do so. It's contradicting as fuck and I have no clue on what to do about it. As some of you know I'm playing a lot of poker, reading tips and watching videos from pros. It is a hobby, but it's also an actual attempt to learn something I might be able to make money from with the right mindset. Before anyone says that I'm losing money; Read up on bankroll mangement first. It takes 3 months for me to lose 20$ if that happens to my bankroll.
If anyone wonders how I'm able to pay my bills atm; Governmental state program for people that's diagnosed with something health related through their doctor that proves they're not fit for a 100% job. It isn't a lot of money, but enough to pay bills, get out with friends 2 times a month and food. There is no real program for me to follow, so I don't do anything at all and I feel like a fucking leech. Not doing anything is fucked up.
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