[Objective]

Beside of the obvious hardship and venting; this was pretty dope.

On the other half I'm sorry that shit got fucked up this bad for you. I still hope you don't act it out on the kid or put the blame on it, it didn't ask for its mother to be such a deceiving woman. And what I know for a fact is that it'll need a fathers love. Hate the mother all you want, but at least give the kid what it deserves and don't project your feelings about its mother on to him/her cuz that shit aint fun for anyone.

Either way; I hope everything gets solved somehow in a way that you can manage. Best wishes!