but yo only time i n-bombed was in front of my dude daunte
my best friend and his brother are pretty racist, but they're mainly racist because theyve been called niggers and half breeds there whole lives cuz they kind of look mixed. but they aren't at all to my knowledge. they got indian and all the dirt white people blood in them.
but anyways they called white bitches who only fuck with black dudes nigger bitches. it rubbed off on my young molding mind.
so im 13 getting faded, with my homie, his older brother, and his older brothers homie daunte, they were like 18 or something. but i was talking to this one chick and they were like think she's gonna let you fuck and i was like nah man her and all her sisters some nigger bitches
it was quiet for a second. nothing happened and shit moved on. didnt notice a change in daunte at all. he's still the homie, he was rapping back then and he tries to get beats off me now
the only other scenario is droppin nigga
when im drunk its a common word in my vernacular. its only been awkward once and that was with this big tough guy black dude who thought he was a G. tried punking me and i ho'd him with logic. the other times they laughed, like my dude derrick he aint give a fuck. but those were scenarios where i was trashed and said something like nah nigga pass that
not something like HEY PUT THOSE NIGGERS IN JAIL WHERE NIGGERS BELONG
but tbh i feel uncomfortable even typing nigger
its not in my vocab.
i dont even like black people in general. racist as fuck against everyone kind of. in a stereotype way. not in an active way. but i still don't say that, i dunno it always feels wrong
unless im 13 and i say niggerbitch. its like one word so its different. but word im 24, BALD, aryan as fuck blue eyes and shit. the fuck i look like saying nigger?
i'll body racist white people.
just cuz they're so blatant about it. like yo racism is very alive. at my body shop everyone is racist as fuck. makes me uncomfy
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