[Chyeahhh!!!]

truth is usually stranger than fiction and some fiction is based off of the truth. I've forgotten a lot of shit over the years, real shit that would make people cringe, lose sleep, maybe even off themselves. I've got a daughter fam, she's 4. I've been doing this shit for over 10 years though, earlier on I just did it because I was intrigued, curious, then later on I did it because I started getting mad about being lied too. Then I came to grips with it, then I had a daughter, then I went into overdrive for preparing for shit and brushing up on shit that I needed too and leaving a lot of the less relevant shit by the wayside. Knowing what I know and having a kid man......all I can say is I do what I do because of her and I know nobody else will. It's up to me first to hold it down for her. So that's why I do what I do, otherwise if it was just me, I'd be strapped to the gills in a cabin somewhere by myself with liquor and food just waiting........