[Zen]

I've been in a terrible mood lately. Here's a key summarizing why.

I'm an artist waiting in line and starving,
I don't want the stardom, I just wanna buy an apartment
That's furnished with a furnace and no blown circuits.
I know complaining is worthless
And I appear strange on the surface
But I'm goin insane, I'm nervous
I hope I can find a new brain for purchase....
I never fuckin claimed to be perfect
But shit, look what I became, I deserve this...
I shoulda treated you better but I got sucked in a disease
Called love and was jealous so much that it got tough to breathe...
Fuck your feed this is something for me
Keep it moving bitches there is nothing to see
Except a man who let him self down
And got trumped by a meltdown
And swallowed under a sea of tears
Compounded by weed and beers
And was only relieved through fear.
Now I've set the scene, it's clear
Gentlemen, defeat is near...
No. Fuck it I'm not all to blame.
When I saw this thing was cause to pain
Least I had the fuckin balls to change.
Today's been great, and tomorrow's the same.

Bitch.