All I can do is pray & pray some more.
Everyone is optimistic.. he's having open heart surgery soon.. today or tomorrow.
The surgery will be the tell tale sign if he'll make it or not... whether or not it's successful.
I really need to get my mind off this shit... I'm all worked up.. I'm not leaving the house.. I'll be on here & watching football trying to distract myself.
I just took a damn xanax & smoked.. will prolly be doing that throughout the day & evening.
This sucks so much.
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