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Originally Posted by TYSON
Bro I smoke a dime a week. I don't smoke until 11 o'clock at night while she working and when she off ill take a puff or two at bout 5 in the morning and go to sleepy about 7 tthat ain't no crutch my nigga I simple like getting high at least once a day and relax and zone out.
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Dude I'm not saying you have some serious mental issue or some terrible addiction... but your implying it helps you relax so you could have underlying stress ( like 99% of the world ) maybe you have anxiety or an over active mind at night and it helps slow that down .. ill assume from the time frame you don't sleep at night so maybe some insomnia issues which again very common ... the thing with drugs is most people don't realise they self medicate itsnot a crutch if in your terms that was a crutch then acetaminophen would be a crutch for a headache
Everyone has issues whether big or small ... I'm not calling you out snd saying you smoke or whatever I'm just applying facts
You could be a little depressed cause yoy say you smoke while your wife works ... its normal I hate when my wife work late too ... use to pop a perc then I'd forget about it then when the buzz wore down I'd be ready to knock out ... in my mind I'm taking tje perc cause my " knee hurt " but in reality I'm taking it to mask something
Our brains are wired to fix whatever issue it is we are having ... and when we find something that works we stick to it ... snd we personally don't even realise it most of the time
Obviously you don't smoke a lot but you made this thread so its hard to give up and your willing to throw away a good opportunity just for that little bit of weed ... process that because if it was for recreation and you know you could better your family by quitting then the decision would of already been made and we wouldn't be having this digital come to jesus conversation