[Geno]

Sadistic sense of humor, sense perfume of which she'd worn
I never knew a love nor hatred that consumed like this before
Initial kisses hit me -floored, stuck on stupid -had me going
That was years ago, but I still look as stupid as those moments
Had me open in a manner that could only have been love
I called it true, but come to find out its as phony as she was
And it only had begun, no way to stop this rollercoaster ride
Now I see her more when I'm asleep than wide awake with open eyes
I hope it dies -these feelings deep, the jagged blade is lodged
The knife is penetrating, pain, I don't know how to make it stop
I thought I found a way, but not the right effects were being made
Falling in love with one showed me that I was sexually enslaved
There's no expression we can paint to signify the bumps ahead
Asking god to damn the fucking bitch to me that once was blessed
I've hungered less since we became the failure people know us as
And now my future has the holes that your complete devotion had