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02-04-2014 04:26 AM |
Haha, wow. Allright.
I've already went over this and came clean as far as I'm concerned. If you want to point fingers in my direction about me over-reacting about stupid shit, go ahead, because that's the only leverage you have. It also gives strength to my point (that I'm coming to) how the first action you made was to pick up some old shit, and post it up in less than 5 minutes to still have an ounce of relevance to my claim.
Did I take the forum too seriously when I reacted the way I did? For sure, not even hiding it. But it was on a whole different level than you do. That's the difference. I realize there's real people with emotions behind those nicks, it's the truth whether you think it's weak or not. How I went on about it was fucked, but that's another difference; I realize and make up for it when I screw up, you don't. Because when you fail, like you did with that horrible battle vs. Genocide where he obliterated you (props for showing with a quick key, but still, the hype and everything around it...), you have the need to prove your worth. Which is okay, but how you go on about it is wowzers. It's not healthy and I bet Veritas can sign in on that. You should probably call him tbh.
If you want to mock that stuff, go ahead, I don't mind. I'm expecting it. Afterall you went the lengths to find a post I posted ages ago just to prove that you're right. (Here comes my point) Because you do, in fact, take this forum way too seriously for your own good. You just can't handle the thought of you being second or third best, even if you try to be funny you care too much about it. Even having the thought of comparing the shit in your first post proves it, and your elitist behaviour isn't helping your case.
There's a huge difference between trying to get things going and be let down about it (even tho' I obviously over-reacted), rather than constantly trying to prove to everyone that you deserve the top spot on some forum on the internet. Are you among the vets? No doubt. You're definitely great at what you do. But that doesn't change that fact that you're obsessed with the idea of being numero uno and better than others at all times. And frankly, it's pathetic and insta beta-male behavior, you go girl! You also go the lengths of even taking math into the equation about shit nobody but you cares about.
And for what purpose? To try to show that you're more relevant, better, and more interesting than someone? Come on son... Even if you are it's still embarrassing to stand by and watch it go down the way you go about it.
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