UnBeautiful Life: Verses 1-3. AND CHORUS
 

still rough. but this is the direction/idea of the track. probably gonna tweak it a little before i actually record it. once i find a beat that seems fitting enough i work it a little more

Would sell his soul if he could change the past
And a few of these mistakes made over a taste of ass
Face the facts, its one of those funnier days he's had
Raised his glass, drank until the pain was trashed
A brainiac, who stays stuck in his head for days
His time bombs tickin over these beds he's made
A bitchs feminine ways creates his fetish for hate
If he'd of let'er be he'd be a lot better today
brought a baby in the world and ain't know for a year
The paternity test results what he totally fears
Choked on his tears, mixed in with so many beers
Over a daughter in his life he ain't know would appear
Coke on the mirror, tryina make his thoughts escape
Talks insane, afraid his fucking life's been tossed away
Another baby gil's on his plate, what she cost to raise


Chorus x's 2
i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

But the kid ain't mean to ruin his night
All she came here to do is live her own beautiful life
She grew up despite the hate and despair
And laughs when people say her life isn't as crazy as thiers
At a young age wanted to run from the storm
And away from her parents who fought just because she was born
Looked at the pouring rain, afraid, tired of being a burden
Feeling the pain, how much could fucking be in one person!?
Her demons were perfect, the curses, and the blood in her veins
Her fathers addictions, and mothers would uncover her fate
The steps she would take to avoid the feelings she fought
The feelings of fault, that caused her world to really dissolve
building a vault, concealiing the thoughts she wouldn't share
Cause it was easier to hide, then to find people who cared
Scared, seemed like people were scarce, and nature would hit
Like a brick, she gets high, calls it the only way to exist

Chrous X's 2
i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

Met the world at the peek of her highs, she cried
Cause a drug abusive life's one of the weakest designs
Peoples decline, the hypodermic needles, the crime
The creature inside, that let'er know'er dreams weren't alive
but she's just a product of whats broken at heart
so many scars, from battles she fought cause her folks were apart
nobodies fault but her own -right? nah, fuck that!!!
who's fault was it when she wanted to know where the loves at
s'why she found out quick where the dopes and the drugs at
learned the ropes as a rugrat cause her dad openly does that
a young waste of youth, s'what it is when you face the truth
turn the volume down, so loud she couldn't face the music
headaches, excuses, to catch cases, using, basing, boozing
brace for the news when she od's off her favorite amusement
this is just a taste of the future, can't let it advance
she's still young and needs the world, instead of a chance

Chorus x's 2
i dont fucking need you dad
i just love these needle tracks
don't know what it means to laugh
means to cry, or the reasons why people lie
my comfort is being high
this is how i equalize, this is how i equalize

Could of submitted the whole thing at once 'stead of 5 times and addin' a bit as you go yo lol...I'll be back in to get at the THIRD verse and hook shortly playa.

So much energy and feeling put into this, man this was dope. I think I enjoyed the third verse best. Can't wait to hear this on a track man, good shiet.