My Work Ethic
 

11:45-11:53pm: Put on my longjohns, 2 hoodies a coat, walked in sub zero weather to eat pizza and a beef patty with cheese and pepperoni

11:53-11:54pm: Entered liquor store as it was closing and made small talk with cutie at the counter. Got a pint of jack with no I.D. which is cool because I lost my I.D.

11:54-11:57pm: Walk home, take elevator to apartment

11:57-12:22am: Read Winter Topical Tournament Magazine, drink entire pint of jack which I bought because Pancake does that. Maybe I go on nc too much

12:22am-1:52am: Find website for free tv shows and begin watching second season of Dexter episode 2. Accidentally clicked season 2 final eps while I was watching seaz 1 so I already know how this goes down smh but dex is my boy. I can relate to him...I love him.

1:52am-1:55am: Take a shit, wash my hands and fill an empty gatorade bottle and empty nesquick with water from the tub faucet and chug.

1:55am-5:03am: Think how I'm gonna get my paper up and fantasize about yoga instructor until I fall asleep. Have a dream where I'm acting on stage and see my ex. Her new BF is there and he's shaking his head facepalming? Lol fuck that nigga...

5:03am-5:39am: Wake up and listen to The Science of Getting Rich by Wallace D Wattles. I agree with his concepts. I clearly define my life goals: 1- Complete freedom, spend at least 33% of each year in central/south america. No money issues but I'll have to work to get here. 3 million is doable in 5 years, fuck haters I will do it. My working income is ok I just opened a fidelity account and will start to gamble on ice hockey games and put 10G into a mutual fund for starters. 2- Play 1 year minor pro hockey 3- get dragon tattoo on right arm/chest 4- Consistently do yoga/martial arts 5- Perform rap music in NYC venues. 6- Constantly feel gratitude for life

5:39am-5:43am: Put on Pusha-T and get ready to go to McDonalds for breakfast and solidify these life goals then go to gym.

5:43am-5:48am: edit typos

What a waste of time this click was smh.

^^^ Your melancholy is proof that my work ethic surpasses yours. I don't know you yet you come in my thread talking shit, evidence that you lead a pitiful existence filled with sorrow and too much masturbation. I suggest you listen to some self help audios, it's not too late to turn this around Natural, I can help you through this.

this thread sucks donkey balls and masaii fucks friend chicken loving nigger bitches from the tribes of matuki

argentina seems beautiful. i try not to think about Netcees in real life, tbh.

My apologies young lad....
Please don't go thinking any less of yourself
I was just joking around. Truely

who did Totoro used to be?

I kinda like this guy

(with mild bias because his name / avy is Totoro)

Real talk: that dream was important and shows alot about how you really feel.

You need to seek a dream analyst. They can decipher what your dream was trying to tell you.


Also, what does this thread have to do with work ethic? Just seemed like a bunch of mumbo jumbo Goals and Fantasies, IMO. I don't see anything different from some one just sitting at home collecting from the state and bleeding the middle class dry.

shows high work ethic b/c i woke up @ 5 am

lmao natural i saw ur post when i wasnt logged, it's ok child. You're in denial about the status of how pitiful your life is. Seems like you're going through tough times. Best of luck!

fuck you nigger

Would you recommend the book science of getting rich?

I would because it expounds upon the monistic theory of the universe which grew out of the fertile soil of Hinduism. Proponents are notable (Hegel, Schopenhauer, Max Planck, Dudes who wrote The Matrix) and I find it highly believable. Everything is interconnected and basically it's about constantly visualizing your goals so that they are constantly in your mind and there's no possible way to fail b/c the whole universe is working with you. It works on the theory that the universe is a living matrix where every single atom is intelligent and can work with you to manifest goals w/ ease. If it's by wallace d wattles i'd say read it or download the audio book into your Mp3.

already know that

what's your interpretation

years back when i met this notion i thought, as an innate cynic, it was some new age bullshit. the fact i, and people generally, find it so hard to maintain positive states of mind in this day and age seems to give the theory credence. stifle the burgeoning spirit. idk. i probably just think like that because of depression or something -- not at home drinking jack reading mags on netcees depressed; more intermittently. i'm destined to be a great motherfucker, though, i just don't know how exactly so there isn't a definable goal in my life. yet.

thread is A-

Have a dream where I'm acting on stage and see my ex. Her new BF is there and he's shaking his head facepalming? Lol fuck that nigga...


There are three concepts of this dream that are of importance. The first is that you are an actor acting on the stage. The second is your ex. And the third is the ex's new lover who is facepalming.

Acting- This shows manifestly that your "character" is currently performing, you are going thru the motions. The latent content is what is fascinating about this. Which being your subcon is showing you that you are not being who you really are, perhaps it is the way you carry yourself upon this board, or perhaps the "stage" is real life, or most likely both. All in all this shows that on some level you are acting and not keeping it real, trying to be someone and something you are not.

The ex- This shows manifestly that you indeed miss her. Once again the latent content provides the psychological gold: You are performing for her, but she like you, knows that on some level it is just an act. In addition her lack of emotion about your performance and choosing to bring a new lover to your play shows that in her mind there is closure, and that this would be your last performance for her.

The new lover- Here is your replacement publically judging you and making you feel inferior. Not only has he replaced you but he is criticizing your work currently, which is to say he is judging your past work as well. He knows you are acting better than you do because, who you really are is insufficent and inferior to him, as he is know fornicating with your ex. He feels superior to you sexually, which is to say that he latently represents your own inferiorities of the relationship/sexual nature. Furthermore, the facepalm is an action which shows utter contempt for the stupididty/invalidity of a perception, which means that the universe itself (since you seem to be into relating to the universe on a personal level) is conspiring to show you a simple message: QUIT FRONTING. KEEP IT REAL. THIS AINT YOU. FIGURE OUT WHY ANOTHER NIGGA IS KNOCKING IT DOWN AND YOU AINT. QUIT ACTING. IT IS OBV TO ME THAT YOU AINT BEING YOURSELF. GET YOUR MIND RIGHT. PEACE.

^ Word.

word to this.

@Alphabet

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