2014 - Verse a day till i blow up - Day 9
 

Inspirational song of the day: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=-LX7WrHCaUA


Journal: that dude in my head won't shut the fuck up... like sometimes you snap out of it and think like...
"what am i doing? i cant do this shit. i cant be better, i cant blow up i cant... god damn i cant make it,
what am i doing lets go to class lets get that degree lets get that job and move up that ladder what the fuck are we thinking?
we cant make it, your dead bitch your DEAD, your fucked what you think you got it? YOU got it? YOU?,
YOU ARE NOTHING." .....yeah that dude, fuck that dude haha.


http://www.soundclick.com/bands/defa...ongID=12465200


Verse 1


(had a hard time writing today, had to write something..
made a promise)


whats my song on the radio, i havent heard it yet,
oou you a fan a' me?, i havent converted yet,
put your seatbelt on, we bout' to get turbulent,
hope u know were all fucked, i can't even work a jet,

and whats most disturbin' is, i did it to my, self
cause my whole life i never asked me for my, help
with fear lurkin' outside, n' i seen em' before,
try keepin' an open mind till' it creeps in the door,

hide under the bed, put my ear to the floor
i can hear footsteps, drawin' nearer toward,
just close my eyes like, *****************
maybe if i could find the words to tell it to go,

i mean, this the type of world that always hurts
used to be on the bottom, lookin' up all the skirts,
tryna get to the top, just to see down the top'
just to tell u she wasn't everythen we always thought,
& it go...


Chorus